The things we have to deal with that men do not is just sometimes so unfair….
I have surgery scheduled for tomorrow and all I can think about is getting everything SO clean and SO ready that no one could possibly destroy it by the time I’m well enough to be mom and the cleaning lady again…. Yeah right… It’s going to be trashed in one day… I live with a house full of males! OCD, I beg of you, please let me rest after this procedure…. PLEASE! Dear Lord give me patience, but make it fast!
I swear…. The older I get the worse my PMS becomes. Hormones, especially when you have a pituitary gland disorder, SUCK BAD! I have pre-op anxiety and then you throw that mix of emotions in there, and it’s just not a good combo. Maybe I should’ve rescheduled =P Haha!
I couldn’t sleep last night…. I’m not sure why being a female and a mother brings on so much unnecessary worry. I catch myself worrying over the silliest things for no reason and then I have to do a force stop on my brain, take a few deep breaths, and think positive thoughts…. I don’t know any men that do this… NOT FAIR.
The surgery center told me that I cannot wear ANY makeup whatsoever tomorrow. Well, I hate to burst anyone’s bubble but I do NOT leave the house without mascara! I am going to have to pack some mascara along with me in case they make me wash it off! Seriously, this is a HUGE request of me that is just not doable. If I shower before bed, I still put on mascara! That’s right… I really do. If I was going to be stranded on a desert island and could only bring one thing, you bet your ass I’d bring a tube of mascara!!! Oooooh…. Maybe I should just put on waterproof mascara so it won’t wash off! Genius idea if I do say so myself!
Okay, I really could go on and on.. But I need to get back to making my lists and checking them twice. I may be MIA for a bit, but I will be back as soon as I can be!
Big hugs and lots of love!