I recently had my feelings hurt by a friend twice within a short time frame….. I don’t usually let too many things get to me, but this…. Its really getting to me. This has been a recurring thing throughout the friendship…. I’m not sure how to handle it. Do I pick up the phone and just unleash it verbally like I have before, is it time to let that friend go, or should I just let the situation go and move on? I have no idea how to handle this…. Looks like time will have to make that decision for me.
Speaking of friends…. Me and my girlfriend were cutting up so much the other day over the phone… We laughed and laughed and laughed. It felt so good to laugh like that. It made me want to laugh more, and more… And the harder I laughed, the harder she laughed…. If anyone would have over heard us, they may have thought we were maniacs…. Well… I’d rather be a maniac and feel like that every day! Here’s to a future with more laughter… Just because I said so….
Today I am filled with both anxiety and excitement over my procedure next week. Anxiety about the unknown and excitement to get it over with and move on with my life…. Aren’t emotions fun?!? I have a to-do list a mile and a half long so I just know these next few days will fly by…. Dear Lord give me patience, but please do it in a hurry!
That’s all I have for today…. Adios